somewhere there

I always feel like a tourist. Even in my hometown.
I cannot wrap my head around it. It’s like I belong to more that one place and to none of them at the same time. And staying longer in the same spot makes me feel kind of anxious. Like I should ‘go back’ somewhere, without being sure where that ‘somewhere’ actually is.
It’s all probably because I’ve moved so many times in my life that I get confused every time somebody asks about my ‘home’ because… where is that exactly? Is it the place I spend the most time at currently, or the little town I’ve been growing up in? And who will know the answers if not me? Damn, I feel homeless…

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